i wish i had

Sometimes I wish i could take pictures of total strangers without looking like a total creep. For example, i tried to take a pic  of a gal sitting at the opp table @ barista ... by pretending to take a picture of my friend ... instead i have a pic of a blurry gal in the back and my friends cheek .. not so successful ... or else i could hv  successfully accomplished  being the biggest creep ever .... 

what made me click that gal ... hmm she had the most bizzare make up on her face ... to go with loud dress she wore ... hmmm  after 10 mins of distraction  she walked out  .... 

and  to u my friend ....... tere sang ek simple si coffee bhi kick deti hai !!

For my sis whose birthday is today .. 2nd june .... 

I am writing you to wish you a happy birthday. I was hoping u'll would  be here for the celebration, since u guys  cannot arrive on time , i thought i would celeberate all alone ..  

I hope your birthday is the best !!

racial attacks ..

well its sad and condemnable to whats going on in australia from past few  days...  but having said that... its high time we introspect the state of affairs back here in india.. where racism exisit based on geography ....

 we have our local heroes from bihar / u p / and more recently in maharhastra (mumbai) where vote bank politics leads to attacks on our own countrymen... we  need  to end this in our land , so as to command respect frm others watching us from abroad...

 we cant give advice to people abroad when its exists in our own country... ofcourse in no way im saying wat happened in aus or for that matter  in europe  is right .. and we need to take  a firm stand not only to racist attacks abroad but back here in india too ....   

flashback

i was cleaning my room and amongst the dust / magzns / files / loose papers ...  i got hold of few of my old diaries .. hmm .. as i hold those diaries .. and turned the pages .. it was flashback time ..   

as i sit & write this blog.. i wonder & debate within about the "personal notes" vs  blog ...  

im sure & would like to believe that ... during all these years of my notes lying there .. my sis's havent got their hands on it .. hmmm where as reading this blog, its a cakewalk for them ... but i guess  my sis's knw it all .. theres nothing hidden apart from  few well kept secrets ...  

how i wished i had continued writing .. but for sm reason i stopped ... its been 6 yrs to be precise... but co-incidently the reason i stopped n the reson i started (blogging) again is correlated ... 

for now .. il go back and read those notes again ... flashback of a fool !!

You’re so pretty on Facebook !!

Few days back while i was online........ i saw the updates on my facebook home page and what followed was breathtakin and left me speechless  : : : 

just wanted to tell u that ... You are so pretty in your facebook pictures, you’re like a gem. Much prettier than when i met  you...

Hope u take this one as a good compliment, rather then a Yawn to match it

 

I don’t think I’ve ever called anyone a gem before. But it doesn’t matter because apparently you are much prettier online than I last saw u ... 

random click

Gor Dhana (Engagement)

I had never dreamt that it was possible to feel as happy and proud as i do rigt now... my friend got engaged .... and its such a good news to his folks ... friends ... to himself ... and to all who know him ... in the space of time hes found a friend ... a lover ... and his soulmate  ~ 

And now the planning starts…………….

mom... miss u

A life alone…. alone at home … because your not here. some days are harder than others. I sit on my bed, and think of you. All I know is that your not with me… months have come and gone... how am i still standing on my own.....

Having a mom like you has been such a joy.... placing me back in the place of childhood dreams....your hugs and kisses made it all better way back then...Mom, I need them now as much as when I was a boy... only a little more as I am now a man, or trying to be 

You mean so much to me and I want to say Happy Mother’s Day!

PS : its been 4 mtnhs now .... come back soon ... mom ...  miss  u ..

..... at this very moment I need a hug but I won't ask for it to do so would reveal my needs those pains I desperately hide .. 

practice what you preach

....... to all those celebs who all the time before the election told us to go out n vote ... and they themselves didnt turnup  ... so next time ... plz SHUT UP .. !! 

What's on your mind?

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I'm so annoyed with Facebook.com right now. I Loath that website for more reasons than one. It causes nothing, but drama. What good does it? Sure, sometimes i'll get a post or two from someone who just might make my day, but on average, how often does it really upset me than make me smile? Yeah, that's what I thought. So what's the point? Why do we have it? As a means for communication? Or taking those quizzes and having those applications which really don’t matter …  Sure, it's nice to see nice new updated pictures of yourself, and others but again…At what cost?

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friend groups

friend groups

• best friends (5) 

• family (1) 

• friends (213) 

• good friends (24) 

• haven't met (6) 

It gets really difficult.. to categorize  people in a set of groups .. most of the time dese days i just don’t care were they are put up…i jus click wats in default. So many people, how to list them all...

The first friend to mention, a great friend, one i don't deserve, i never thought i'd meet someone like you. I truly believe i met you to know that genuine people do exist, the people who know how to care about others...I'll remember you always.

Another to mention...the one who I've known a long time...most of my life...the closest thing to a brother  …that I've ever had......

Must of course also mention the friend who I'd thought would be there for me forever, started out as the best of friends, turns out  to be just rumors…

 Another... a close friend,  someone who is always ready  to help in a big way, the one person who never judges me, not afraid to tell me when I'm being stupid, always seeing through the lie when I say I'm fine This is a true friend.

The final person to mention, he has been a good friend for years, but some small things have come between us slightly. If we are truly as close as I thought, we will not let @##!@$@#$%# come between us.

And as for the rest of you... some have stood by me, others have walked away.... If I can still use the term friend…. thanks !

 

Wish i was your lover

Album: Insomniac 

Enrique Iglesias - Wish i was your lover 

Lyrics 

You know I got this feeling that I just can't hide
I try to tell you how I feel
I try to tell you but I'm me
Words don't come easily
When you get close I share them

I watch you when you smile
I watch you when you cry
And I still don't understand
I can't find the way to tell you

I wish I was your lover
I wish that you were mine
Baby I got this feeling
That I just can't hide

Don't try to run away
There's many things I wanna say
No matter how it ends
Just hold me when I tell you

I wish I was your lover
I wish that you were mine
Baby I got this feeling
That I just can't hide

I wish I was your lover
I wish that you were mine
Baby I got this feeling
That I just can't hide

Oh I need is a miracle
Oh baby all I need is you
All I need is a love you give
Oh baby all I need is you
Baby you

I wish I was your lover
I wish that you were mine
Baby I got this feeling
That I just can't hide

I wish I was your lover ( I wish I was your lover)
I wish that you were mine
Baby I got this feeling
That I just can't hide

I wish I was your lover
I wish that you were mine
Baby I got this feeling
That I just can't hide

Just wanna be your lover
Just wanna be the one
Let me be the lover
Let me be the one

Cricket scales new heights with Everest match

British cricket enthusiasts have taken the game to new heights, playing a match near the base camp of the world's tallest peak, Mount Everest,

Members of the two teams -- named Hillary and Tenzing -- trekked to Gorak Shep, a plateau 5,165 metres above sea level near the Everest base camp, and played a 20-overs game on Tuesday, said Bikram Neupane, chief of Himalayan Rescue Association Nepal which provided medical backup to the team.

In the process, the two teams created world records for the Highest game of cricket ever played and the highest altitude ever recorded for a field sport.The teams were named after New Zealand's Sir Edmund Hillary and Tenzing Norgay Sherpa, who became the first to climb 8,850 metre Mount Everest in May 1953.

More than 3,000 people, among them a 16-year-old boy, a 76-year-old man, a man with artificial limb and a blind person, have climbed Mount Everest since 1953.

@ Rediff April 22, 2009

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How did lalit modi miss out on this one … ?? didn’t he think about the TRP’s ?? or possibly he’s afraid of scaling heights …  how about considering it as the next venue for IPL-3 …

It’s 10:30 on a Sunday morning. I’ve already had three cups of tea and a piece of leftover pizza for breakfast. I’m feeling great seeing that i’ve finally recovered from the hangover i had all of yesterday. A hangover that even resulted in a slight fever. 

Late night drives are the best when you are thinking like you're the only one who will really understand yourself.  It's dangerous when you're understood. You become vulnerable to the point where you lose yourself and forget how to make any decisions.I feel so ignorant, ungrateful, close-minded. when i get in these mind-sets, but i can't lie to myself.   

I just want to hold the steering wheel and pretend i'm in control today. Just for a little while.

and i still need to talk to you... 

 

If you stay up long enough your mind just stops thinking.... this is when you know it's safe to lay your head against a pillow and rest your heavy head... hmmm  I've never felt more alone and misunderstood. All I can do is think and i need to talk to you... 

How are you ??

Google Talk

10:49 pm A) hie wasssup

1o:52 pm B) nm … u ??

10:55 pm A) hmm … nm

 

I have noticed that, the question “How are you?”  huhh more often  wasssup  …. has become just as standard and generic as “Hello” People always give the response of either “k.” > (ok) or “Gd” > Good or “nm” > nothing much ….. Honestly, lately when I ask that question…..I really want to know how you’re doing.

Well for me, I am doing just about ok ... I think I am going to be healthier from now on. Maybe I’ll run a few times a week instead of a few times a month. Maybe I’ll stop eating non-veg for some time. Maybe I’ll cut back on late night munching…..Maybe I’ll just go on a diet….  

 

I was reading some of my previous posts, and I could just tell I was unsettled, edgy, and generally just down…for good reason, I think. I cleaned things up and my mood over the past couple of days have shown the results of that, I love this. I remember being so uptight and worried about everything, I can’t imagine being like that now.  So, I am not going to attempt to fix something that’s not broken, I will just let it be. In a nutshell, I can’t stop smiling!

How are you?…

 

Dravid on top of the 'catching' world

I had a long night which led to a rough morning. Mindset still at a super slow pace....or rather too slow to adapt the fast working pace that it use to be...arrrhhhh totally cannot adjust to it.

today i sat down and attempted to study and nothing will sink in to my brain. I dont quite understand or know what to do with myself. So I'm calling it a day because at this point in the weekend what can I do?

I really miss having a weekend to have a good time instead of spending it wondering about how to study and when to fit things in. It's really quite frustrating if you think about it.  It gets lonely and boring sometimes, but that is just part of me , you can’t be with friends all the time. 

I guess I don’t like that no longer i have a weekend to look fwd to….

Unemployed life

I am such a small part of this world, and it feels like my entire world just came to a grinding halt and headed into a completely different direction

 

I have officially been unemployed for about 3 weeks now.  It is a really strange feeling not having anything to do on a daily basis.  I have been used to the routine the past 3.5 years of working full-time.  It is nice though, I go to bed when I am tired…and the best part is I wake up when my body wants to wake up…not to an alarm, which I despise.  I am not a total bum about it though I rarely will wake up later than 8 am…

There are times where I am depressed, and I think I am allowed to be...times where I get excited over the littlest things... There are times where I feel alone, so I just go on a walk...times where I just have this urge to go somewhere and to get away from reality...  There are times where I am convinced that I will be a bachelor for my entire life......  There are times where I convince myself that, that is ok...   times where I feel I have been wrong all along, and I dont know what to think anymore. There are times where all I want to do is lock myself in my room and have no human contact.There are times where I want a female companion.....times where I dont know what I want.

 

In the end life is…ok…it is my goal to make it better somehow.

 

and sadly the percentage of stories similar to mine continue to grow at a rapid rate across the country.

 

For some reason it is easier to save money when I don’t have a job, maybe I just don’t waste it as much.