so it is the end of 2009, it went on, and on; till i finally realized i had to give up that life for the better. It was the wasted days alright. its the ol' days wasted with the heartbreaker, the backstabbers, the fakes, the posh, the famous, the recessions, the job loss , the job offers, the emo shits. the worthless nights, the meaningless chats...

sleeping when the sun rises, waking up when the sun was about to sleep. laughing and being online till you just forget the world at four in the morning; i walked through the grins, the smiles, the tears, the shit. i still wonder whether that was who i truly was, or me losing myself. today, i still wonder who i really am ..

eventhough i lacked perseverance, lacked studies, lacked opportunities, i made loads of memories. home alone days,the night outs, jab ve met bnglore - mum , pik up and drop to the airport, 24x7 online ... i also temp lost closest friends, made new ones, and some stayed with me throughout my journey. i am eternally grateful to you guys!!

also this day starts a new beginning for my angel... MJ u deserve d best!!